Yes, I do observe a lot. People around me, my surroundings, and even those tiny things. I may be a drama queen because I overthink most of the time. My mind perceives what might happen if I take a certain action so I am careful. There was a time though that I was carefree and that was when I was a little bit younger haha.
Some years ago I would not really care if I get scolded by my parents. I would go to parties or outings without asking permission first because I thought that if I ask permission, they would not let me so why not enjoy the moment and worry later.
I did not care about what people may think. One of my closest friends was a cousin. She is just a year older so we were really buddies but then her mom doesn't really approve our friendship because she thinks I am a bad influence on their daughter. I did not care less.
When I got pregnant with my eldest, I did not care if I was unmarried or I will be left as a single mom. I took the challenge and did not give up. Now I have 2 beautiful daughters that I treasure, I get to share my mistakes so they don't follow.
